Whatever we have done it is never to late to ask forgiveness. For our Father is a merciful Lord and come close to Him and He will come close to you.
Have faith in Jesus that He will save us, for it was by faith that Abraham when he was tested offered up his son Isaac and he received the promises of God.
Always spend quality time with God find that special time to be in His presence.
In his presence we find pure joy, as the scripture says in James 1:2-3 “consider it pure joy whenever you face any trials of any kinds because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance.
If you want that pure joy then spend time with God as much as you can. Give Him that time and you will never lose it. He is worth every time you spend with Him.
Spending time with God will lead you to become bold and the Love from Him will overflow from Him to you and then you will be able to bless the people around you.
Seek Him and you will find Him. Jesus Loves you.