Search my HEART!

'“Call if you will, but who will answer you? 
To which of the holy ones will you turn? 
Resentment kills a fool, and envy slays the simple. 
I myself have seen a fool taking root, 
but suddenly his house was cursed. '

Job 5:1-3 NIV

'“But if I were you, I would appeal to God; 
I would lay my cause before him. 
He performs wonders that cannot be fathomed, 
miracles that cannot be counted. 
He provides rain for the earth; 
He sends water on the countryside. '

Job 5:8-10 NIV
The Lord is good
The Lord is faithful 
The Lord is everlasting

So in anticipation I went to work yesterday
I didn’t think much about it until the night before
Was I scared, not sure, maybe!
I was pleasantly surprise for we were all 
Happy to see each other
No awkness, it was just lots of empty spaces
Between myself and the next person 
to abide by the rules of social distancing

It was good to see others and 
I was fretting about what to wear
I haven’t dress properly in ages
Facepalm, the Lord smiles at the little things 
That we fret over and He just loves 
when we bring everything to Him
And we share his goodness to all 

I always need the Grace of God every morning
For if not I will go the wrong path 
Leading myself leads to trouble
Every day is getting to know God
The more I get closer, the more I want more
And so the desires of the flesh will step back
What is the desire of the flesh?
My flesh sulks from time to time

So this morning, it came to my attention
That I am walking in the flesh
The heart is deceitful above all things
And desperately wicked

Who can know it?
It is only God who searches the heart 
And test the mind
And brings light into the darkness 

So this morning I was made aware of it 
Self- control there is a reason it is 
last in the fruit of the Spirit
One can never master it by yourself 

For without Love no self-control
Without Joy, Peace, Patients, Goodness
Kindness, Faithfulness, Gentleness 
I tell you, the mind is lost 
Because God searches the Heart

Once the light is shined into the heart 
The spell breaks and releases all the hidden 
Agenda of the heart
I have come to know 
The Body is a wonderful servant
But a terrible master, I tell you

We let go of everything to the hands of the Lord
For He is our hope in the day of doom
Heal me, O Lord and I will be healed
Save me, and I will be saved
For You are my praise

You know what comes out of my lips
It was right there before You 
For You search only the Heart 
For Your eyes are on all our ways 
Nothing is hidden from Your Face, Lord
Nor is my iniquity hidden from Your eyes
Have mercy on Your servant Lord
For I will wait for You
© Hannah Michaela Vandi

Thank you for stopping by 
It means a lot to me

Have a wonderful day and weekend.
Hope to see you soon 
Be blessed

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